god i hate myself so much. i need to change. i have to.

i hate how much i care what others think. i need to stop. i need to just stop and think about who i want to be and how I can get there.

-I’m way out of shape. I hate my body. 

Thats an easy fix. Eat better and exercise. But you look fine.

-I hate how I don’t act like myself around people. I don’t know how to fix this.

Relax…dear god, relax. No one gives a shit if you are weird.

-I hate how I don’t have a girlfriend.

Be patient.

-I hate how unmotivated I am without addreal.

Work. You love what you do. Don’t be scared, you’re okay.

-I hate how I don’t have friends in college.

Go to things. I promise you’ll find them.

I’m going to try and stick to about 1,200 calories a day and exercise every other day.

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